Love In The Air (part II)

ok how should i start? hurmmm.. ok.. hurmm :| i dont know how should i start.. its something i would say lumrah for us to fall in love? yeahh.. every single human being on earth has this feeling called love.. i would say a person is a monster without love hihi.. so there will be a time when we surrender every single thing for our love rite? of course we always want the very best for our beloved ones rite? especially when we have been in love for quite some time.. that person would be our world.. thats why people called love is blind am i right? yes.. love is blind.. when we fell for someone we would give everything.. our time, money, our soul, and even ourself.. we surrender it to that particular person.. just like romeo and juliet? its when true love occurs people would do insane things to be together including committing suicide.. well no committing suicide is haram :3 take note it is haram! hihi but the main point i wanna say is that person is in our heart.. they own it.. they mean every single thing to us.. 

let me quote what she wrote " if being in love means our life are in pieces and we are completely broken, miserable, hardly able to function, and willing to sacrifice everything chances are its not love..  if love for something makes us willing to give up our family, self respect, sanity, peace of mind our deen and even our Lord who created us from nothing know that we ARE NOT IN LOVE.. we are SLAVES..

when you think you are falling in love.. try ask this questions : have you ever forget about the world when you go for solat five times a day? well that means a date with Allah.. do this so called true love brings you towards Allah or away  from him? do take your own sweet time to think..True love would never contradict or compete for one's love for Allah.. when someone leave us and our world turn upside down try ask yourself is Allah in you heart or that person own your heart? 

I knew someone who really love this guy.. yeah they were together but she decided to stop their relationship for Allah. it was heartbreaking for me myself to see her can i call you lost your mind? haha but she really did.. even that guy felt miserable.. well i dont have any experience on relationship so i guess its fine for me to use her as my example? i guess :3 yes they were so in love.. when she decided to stop contact this guy, they went miserable... and what i can only say to her is kalau jodoh awk mmg dgn dia tak kiralah awk kat kutub utara dia kat kutub selatan you guys are going to end up together.. this girl was a brave one.. she did that for Allah.. May Allah bless her effort and grant her reward she wouldnt expected.. they even came to a conclusion of getting married.. and right now i can say she is doing fine i hope so.. both of them.. those struggles she went through i know it hurts.. but if i could advice right now i would say true love wont make you be like a drug addict.. its hard i know, step by wicked step hihi i know you can do this and she had already made it :D 

When Allah is in our heart, every single thing that happen it would not let us down.. but we will continue to raise higher :D insyaallah.. even the world let us down as long as Allah is with us does that even matter? No more.. it doesnt matter as long as Allah is with us.. life in this world is like a traveller.. well i used to say but i didnt feel that.. i know there is a life in hereafter but no single action was taken for me to get to my real destination.. its like travelling in the dessert and you stop by oasis? that is not your destination its just a pit stop.. every single time the world knock us down try to remember jannah, our destination.. so i guess thats what ive gain from reading the book (: change now coz its never too late? yeahhh :) lets set our aim is Jannah.. struggle to empty the heart from this world.. Let Allah fill our heart (: im just a beginner.. i have no idea whats gonna happen to me later on :( so do pray for all of us :) and yeahh! its second half of Ramadhan wish you all happy beribadah? lets seek for forgiveness.. we dont wanna left with nothing after Ramadhan ends :( set our aim and start working.. May Allah bless you 

Love Is In The Air

currently im reading Reclaim Your Heart by Yasmin Mogahed.. yeah ive said that in twitter for i dont know how many times hahaha.. so i felt like sharing soooo much but im so sure it wouldnt be as cool as reading the book yourself :3 im just trying to relate how does what she states in the book affected me... p/s you can also try to read her blog more or less the same what is written in the book (:

my story starts during my sem break.. yeah its like Now? ehemmm.. yeahhh.. hmmm.. something i fear the most during sem break is being away from Him.. usually during my life in palam to me that is when i could feel that He is everything to me.. coz usually i'll just cry when im sad and if im angry i just have no mood to talk, if im ill there's only me and Him.. so the conclusion is He was there every single second when i smile, laugh, sad, angry.. He was there for me all the time.. and of course there's my friends which i call true friends who are there to advise me..but at home i feel more protected.. simply because you have your parents so you dont need to worry much.. its like the protected feelings.. you dont need to worry if you are sick or something coz your parents are always there? yeahh sort of that feeling.. how does this create a gap between me and Allah?

its when i start depending on his servant rather than Him.. this just make me feel further than him.. and that is what happen when im at home.. depend too much on my parents.. hurmm :| and yes im lacking of tarbiyah at home :( no one would like you know its like advise you? share stories with you? yeahh.. *cries a river* i felt soooo extremely lonely? yeahh no new stories, i rarely whatsapp my friends? parents are busy.. yeahhh... so its kinda lifeless and yes my precious time are gone just like that :( *watery eyes* so there's time when i feel that my heart is just soooooo hard.. harder than a rock? i tend to delay my solat.. well just take it as being further away from Allah.. that confusion in me, that asdfghjkl feeling made me think that how would i keep attached to Allah eventhough im at home? coz i feel very empty without Him.. im still searching.. yeahh so that is how i came about this book :3

the first chapter is about attachment.. how you feel bonded to something.. something you dont wanna lose and at the same time you fear of losing.. this is my deepest chapter.. every single time i met someone its really easy for me to feel attached and i just dont wanna lose them.. but i know that somehow we are not going to be together forever.. something that make you feel greedy? and something you want in your life forever? yeahh.. but that some time to reflect how many things that came in your life stays forever? and are you sure that its gonna stay in the future? nothing.. nothing came in this life permanent except Allah.. your wealth, health, even love.. let me quote what she said " put Allah in your heart and the world in your hand" something that stay in the heart would affect you deeply so when you replace with something temporary you just end up with heartbreak perhaps..

you need something that stay forever in your heart.. Put Allah in your heart and the world is going to run after your.. after all we all know that Allah is the one and only Creator.. He is the one who in control for every single thing that is going to happen.. if we get attach with his servant what makes you think that its going to last forever? ok a short example is.. if someone is attach to money? yeah.. he loves money.. money is in his heart, his attachment.. he did haram things to gain money coz to him doing halal thing would consume a lot of time and maybe we might not get a large amount of money bla bla bla.. kay we all know haram is still haram.. you cant do it when it is haram.. now think from another perspective.. Allah is the one who give you rezeki.. why doubt Him? Why do something He hates to earn money when you actually get rezeki from him? so the point is Allah is everything.. put Allah in our heart and dont worry about the world because Allah controls everything :) how was that? hihih

okayyy! the next chapter comes love <3