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Pesan pada DIRI.. Jangan tersalah memberi HATI pada insan yang tak sudi.. Pada insan yang tak mengerti.. Kerana,sekali kau memberi, selamanya dia di HATI.. Kerana,sekali kau dilukai, sampai bila2 tetap kau ingati..Pesan lagi pada diri, hati2lah dalam memberi HATI sebab ia hanya untuk insan yang tahu menghargai betapa tingginya nilai sekeping HATI."

Bila nak kahwin cuba igt awk dah sedia ke nak pikul tanggungjawab?

mungkin apa yang telah berlaku menyebabkan aku lebih selesa menjauhi topik perkahwinan. dkt uni semua org bercita-cita nak kahwin awl dlm umur 24 thun.. aku tak pernah meletakkan umur berapa.. ada yang ada calon dahh aku pula tidak pernah mencari.. lebih selesa bersendirian dan menghabiskan masa dgn ibu tercinta.. Tipu lahh kalau hati tak pernah tersangkut tp lebih hati ni kena kuat tak blh senang patah oleh itu aku ambil keputusan untuk tidak mencintai sesiapa pun.. Ramai yg nasihatkan aku jgn ckp mcm tu tp mungkin aku dah serik... Ya Rasulullah bukannya saya ingin pergi against your sunnah maafkan umatmu ini :( Allah lebih tahu apa yang tersirat dlm hati... Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya untukku. Ya Allah tabahkan hati hambamu ini.. Tiada tempat utk hamba meminta selain daripadaMu ameen..

All The Way Through Ramadhan (:

Assalamualaikum,
Alhamdulillah im back home (: Spent 2 months in PALAM gave me thousand memories (; Alhamdulillah the adaptation goes smoothly. I really miss nano, ama, myra, aidil, ami, izzati, mai... they really mean a lot to me.. yes i miss them to the max! uwaaaaa we should meet up one day kay ;( alrite! sooo lets begin with my life in palam :D

everyday in Ramadhan i will wake up @ 5.. there is one time i woke up at 5.45.. alhamdulillah manage to sahur :D well usually at 8 i'll wait for raja in front of the house and we'll walk together to the class.. well i love to talk about my class but i'll talk about it later hihi :3 sooo ive.. taking foundation in science is never easy.. Alhamdulillah im still adapting to the new environment... yes! im the one who always sleeps in the lecture hall.. hihi.. yeah! thats me.. thats why i fail chemistry and physics in my test 1! hihi Alhamdulillah again Allah gave me awesome lecturer and tutor! its my first time enjoying physics in uni... Alhamdulillah hj mat made it! he made me feel happy in learning physics.. he made me cry in his class letting me watch his video.. subhanallah! May Allah bless all my lecturer.. thanks abah (: i'll try to do my best in foundation! Insyaallah (:

owhhh this is my housemate :D

dini and ira hmmm I MISS FIFA :(
MIA pika, adlina, kiera, kak shima :( masa jamuan berbuka dgn sultan selangor @ UiTM Shah Alam

Dini teman me wear jubah :D thanks dini (:

Im like the youngest in the house just because how i love to be treated like :D i dont know why but im sooo manja in that house... i feel that is pretty annoyying :( hihi Alhamdulillah they are willing to.. Dini is like my sister in that house.. we share stories and yeah gossips :D hihi  she helped me a lot in studies especially.. whenever i want to study i'll go to her room and scream DDDIIIIINIIII!!!! hihi.. although we are not in the same clas but we are in the same lecture so i guess that is one of the reason why we are close maybe? Insyallah.. I really hope this friendship will go smoothly till the end...

YEAY! the climax part! le class! i wont post the class pic as ive post one in my previous entry.. soo as Ramadhan come most of the class have their own iftar. Thanks to Raihan as she was the one who suggested this place D Mangga in Sg Buloh i guess.. Steamboat was awesome! the tom yam the food, ice cream! hihihi

we A3 girls :D

way back to PALAM ~

nisa-me-aishah-qila-sania

iftar @ D Manggis

felt like excited electrons! look at yoleee! hahah

hey there! this is Miss Laily she is my mentor <3

plz dont see this pic while fasting thank you (:

had an awesome night with them.. somehow reminds me of 5J... BBQ night?? remember?? i really miss arif, tado, kimy and noah :( owhh wait heikal too! ehh nizar pun! wait jonny and issac also... vicky mestilah! ehh adibah and kosh, reanu! owhh yess! miss them though~ yeah! from the bottom of my heart i would like to wish everyone Happy Ramadhan.. Ramadhan is leaving us so lets use the time for us and Allah.. lets strive for the best for this last few days of Ramadhan :D hoping that i can manage my time well this last Ramadhan, my heart feels so empty i dont know why :(

Assalamualaikum!
its long time since i last updated my bloggie huh?? yes! so my latest update :D
Alhamdulillah im in palam. Alhamdulillah im trying to cope there, its hard but Allah is always by my side supporting me. I just need to trust Him and work harder and pray! Insyaallah! My mum and friends are also there supporting me! well i might not as genius as them but they encourage me to work harder and not to give up! Alhamdulillah May Allah bless you (; put your trust in Allah. Allah is fair! my friends

my class A3

Raja (:

Crayolee~ and ran baby ran~

yes! we are cameraholic class hihih :3

and lately ive been missing Masjidil Haram, Nabawi and Aqsa so much. since its Ramadhan it just become become harder and i miss those place a lot :'( Insyaallah one day i will be there in Ramadhan ameen :) Dear brothers and sisters, i just want to remind you and myself that this world is temporary. The day that the muslims wait are coming so soon.. there is nothing to be proud of in this world, not about wealth, post.. but this world is a place for us to do as much good deed as possible before we enter the next permanent world. I heard a good news for our brothers and sisters. Alhamdulillah the time we waited for such a long time has come! so soon we are going to be respected! the truth will be shown. A bit more patient as time go on we will be free! Palestine will be free! Islam will be respected! Ya Rabb give us strength, show us the right path, strengthen our iman ameen (: Last but not least Happy Ramadhan brothers and sisters, lets pray for rome to takbir as soon as possible, lets pray that our Islam country will be free and achieve independence! lets pray that we are able to turn down our nafs and continue to do good deed till the end of our life. And lastly, lets pray that Allah take our life in Islam and khusnul khatimah ameen...

Tabarakallah..

Jum'ah

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulilllah for another barakah day.. Alhamdulillah Allah gave me the chance to live today to correct yesterday's mistake.. Insyaallah i will do better in life Ameen.. well jum'ah, a day that i love since i was primary school student.. and Alhamdulillah i still love jum'ah till right now.. when we talked about jum'ah i felt this sad feeling.. i have no idea why, but it just came naturally.. when i remember jum'ah i will remember the day i was in Makkah and Palestine.. its true being in Makkah, Madinah and Palestine is a dream. But you dont realise you're in the dream until it is over ;( flashing back those moments really make me feel so sad.. I feel good to be there.. Alhamdulillah..But A bit frustrated when i cant get into the Raudhah due to some reasons but seriously the feeling being in those places is not the same and can never be the same like anywhere else.. feeling so jealous with Ustaz Amin that he can go to those places most of the time and ive only been there once :( Well, Insyaallah I will go back to Aqsa once ive finish studying, and Insyaallah i want to help my brothers and sisters there.. Insyaallah.. And i want to work in Makkah as a doctor Insyaallah work there, and help my brothers and sisters there during haji and umrah.. Insyallah.. May my dreams come true.. Ameen. And not forgetting the blessed city, Madinah Al-Munawwarah insyallah i want to go there again to meet my lover there.. Insyaallah.. Allah, I thank you for this feeling that really make me miss Makkah, Madinah and Palestine.. Alhmadulillah.. when i graduated from my primary school my teacher once said ' if you want to be a doctor be a muslim doctor'. Insyaallah, May Allah guide me to the right path and strengthen my Iman.. Insyaallah Ameen.. Crying in the sujud feeling like there is nothing else exists between you and Allah.. Subhanallah try it dear brother and sister you will never regret Insyaallah.. 

Dome of the rock.. nearby Masjidil Aqsa.. Yes, i miss and love  Palestine (;

a person called male~~~

dear mr whoever you are, why did you break my friend's heart??? why?? i dont mind if you break mine to replce hers.. thats bad! you just dont know how hurt does that feels like.. you bad boy! go away from her life! i'll make sure she get a new one better than you! ;(

thats the main reason why i hate guys! you guys really think that we are your slave isnt it?? we can live on our own! we dont need you in our life! you should be aware of that! you are not our heart that we cant live without! you are not oxygen that we need to breathe in every second! im sorry! you guys have been too much! enough! do you think our heart are like shirts??? that we can buy a new one.. you are totally wrong! 

AARGGHHH!!! perempuan tidak lemah lah weyh! ktorang ada Allah! Allah buat satu surah dlm Al Quran yg dinamakan An Nisa.. perempuan itu diangkat martabatnya dalam Islam! please respect us! dont hurt our feelings! that is the only thing i need from a guy! stop hurting our feeling! we are human! we have feelings! Allah tak suruh pun buat mcm tu Nabi lagi menghormati perempuan.. tabarakallah

how much i miss those moments ;)

well being in university as a foundation student was never an easy task for me.. it might take some time to adapt to a totally new environment.. new environment, house, friends.. but! i cant never forget those moments when i need to wake up at 5 and go to school at 6.50. role call, class, assembly how can i possibly forget about those moments.. never! heheh.. actually i miss my friends soo much! but i miss my mum more ;D  i miss my cats too!

i miss you guys so much ;)


nanooooo ;)


this crazy guys :D

but life goes on without them, those memories were kept safely with password deep inside my heart (;

noww

new friends, housemate and class ;( well it should be fun! so pray to Allah that everything gonna be fine! Insyaallah.. Please pray for me yaww ;) i miss those moment in masjidil haram back then it was a jum'ah and dhuha.. subhanallah (:

sudah cukup sudah

inikah caramu membalas sayangku kau lukai sayangku untukmu,

tegarnya kau menari di atas tangisanku

kau permainkan ku sesuka hatimu..

sudah cukup2 sudah

cukup sampai di sini saja

daripada batin terseksa

lebih baik ku pergi saja..

dah berulang kali ku cuba mengalah

ternyata sabarku tak bererti untukmu

tegarnya kau menari di atas tangisanku

kau permainkan ku sesuka hatimu..

Ya Allah beratnya dugaanMu. Terasa sangat beratnya Ya Allah. sangat sangat berat. tak tertanggung rasanya.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kerana masanya telah tiba untuk aku berdikari keluar dari rumah ini. Aku tidak kuat Ya Allah menanggung semua ini. Ternyata aku sangat rapuh.. aku tidak sekuat ibuku. Benar aku tidak kuat..

Nurulaishah terima kasih di atas segala pengorbanan kau. mungkin ini yang kau mahukan. di setiap doaku aku tak pernah lupakan adik beradikku walaupun.. tapi hati aku dah lama patah.. sampai sini saja. cukup semua yang kau dah buat.. cukuplah fitnah yang kau telah taburkan. cukuplah dengan cerita dongeng yang kau sebarkan. CUKUP! buatlah sesuka hati kau. aku dah tak kisah. kau pergilah jauh-jauh dari hidup aku. aku tak nak jumpa kau sampai saat terakhir aku.

misi aku sekarang ialah masuk UiTM belajar sungguh-sungguh, dapat 4 pointer every sem, jadi doc, beli rumah, sevice dkt tabung haji. bila kewangan dah kukuh insyaallah nak masuk mercy pulak. kahwin?? insyaallah not in my least yet. semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala-galanya untukku. Ameen.