My 2011 (;

it looks like 2011 is coming to an end.. 2011 a year full laughter, tears and of course MEMORIES (;
2011 means :
- SPM year
-senior year
-my last year as a school student
to me...

my year started with my senior role in prefects... whoah!!!! ORIENTATION CAMP.. i miss this part where we senior being big enough to plan everything for the juniors so that we can enjoy together throughout the camp
well, although it wasnt as amazing as our seniors did for us at least we did enjoy our time with the juniors. PLZ remember we dont bully them we want them to learn about patience, respect and leadership.. we want them to be confident with themselves and brave in solving problems.

NEXT our photography day.. im an ed board member. i knew how tired in this two days handling the photography session.. at least i have my shift unlike my editor and my sub editor.. we coorporate well and we succeed in giving our best during those two days.. FUH!

i can never forget my class.. especially with chaotic life we went through when the teachers came in and when we spent our time together. we share jokes, stories.. we love make fun of others but no offence hahah.. we wanted to be the best class although most of the teachers really had a hard time teaching us.. we can hear complaints from the teachers almost every day.. a day without nagging from the teachers means the 4 of them are missing : arif, tado, kimy and iman hahah

hishhh!!! i miss those moments (; i can never say i hate this class.. i can never say that we never had a great tme together.. BECAUSE AFTER 11 Years of schooling life i knew you guys are always the BEST (Y)
ohh i cant forget the canteen day... the most exhausting day of the year!!!! fuhhh -____-' so i sell fried rice n fried mee. good job u guys.. im sorry for not being a good leader but i really cant do more :(  well pn zana scolded me because of the lacking of fried rice and food at my stall. i really tried my best but i couldnt. i was forced to open the stall so just forget it. at least i did my best :D. at the end of the day was a disaster! my very closed junior got MRSM which really ruined the whole day :O so @ last he came back hahhahah :P
well i can never forget the BEST PREFECTS CAMP EVER...
xcellent trainers did a great job in planning our camp (Y)... the first day at the school and the 2nd and 3rd at bukit cerakah shah alam. well of course its amazing. have u ever found a camp held in shopping complex??? yeah we did! we entered PKNS Plaza then off to the water world then Alam sentral (some of us get to play bowling! :D ) then find our own way back to the bukit cerakah :O so we took a jeep with i think 20 people in there :O owh yeah!!! their senamrobik is AWESOME! :D

we seniors we rocks hahah

spending our time together are the greatest time we had 

owhh nano dont think i forgot about ur 5 minutes :P owhhh yeahhh i wanted to cilok the pics from ur fb account but its missing SO :(

hmmm next owhh yeahhh!!! how can i forget the best perpaduan camp ever! hahah yeah i had an awesome group and awesome time there... rock eco resort (Y) hahah.. n the last but not least camp is the girl guides day camp (:

hmmm so that is all about camp...

my last hari koku :DDD was also one of the best :D

hohohoh HOW CAN I FORGET THE BEST PREFECTS HI TEA ever??? toink2. credit to all our form 4 juniors. you guys did a great job weyhh!!!

our last installation :( i really hope you guys our juniors keep up with ur good work (:

well i miss those moments (: i cant get back to the beginning but just enjoy every single second im going through. here comes 2012.. hope for the best and do the best (Y) 

aim : -increase my iman 

        - hope for the best for SPM

        - enter universitiy

        - be a better daughter, sister and friends..

* to those who r gonna celebrate new year i wish you happy new year just dont go overboard kay! well we need to think back new year = a shorter period to the judgement day... so increase ur ibadah my friends (: this is also an advice for me...

L.O.V.E.

people often say dont write love on the beach coz the wave will wash it away... write ur love in ur heart coz it will never be depleted...

experience made me to be aware of every single feelings toward a guy. i knew how hurt it can be when the person we love betray us. i knew how hurt it would be when we tried to tell the real situation to the person we love but they thought we lied. i knew each and every single feelings when a person we love hurt our feelings.. so i made a decision... i dont wanna love someone until that person really loves me (;

when he texted me i'll jump up and down to my handphone. i'll keep smiling while reading every single word he wrote.. but i knew we can never be together. because i write my love for him on the beach so that the wave will wash it away. im just too scared to be hurt coz the experince teach me to love my self before loving others.. now the main thing is i need to find my way how to love ALLAH before loving myself... LOVE FOR ALLAH WHICH WILL NEVER END (:

oh indonesia

so i spent 5 days ago in Indonesia.. I shall switch my language :DD OK!
DAY ONE
naik ERL pegi KLIA dgn kak yeen (: then dengan pesawat garuda indonesia kami berlepas ke JAKARTA!! fuyoh excitednya!!!! hahhaah... tapi dlm hati tuhan je lahh yg tau.. apa lahh aku nak buat dkt sana hahahXD hmm sampai2 pegi dkt imigresen kena marah lakk.. menyampah betul pegawai dia suka marah2 orang hahah... fuhh lepas tu jam dia makk aiiii teruknya dahlah penat jalan dari pagi sampai hotel pun dah dekat pukul 6 :( tak sempat buat pape pun malam tu kluar makan jeee :O

hmm malam tu makan seafood SEDAAAPP!!!

DAY TWO

lepas breakfast TERUS PERGI SHOPPING!!! hahahah TANAH ABANG... barang2 dia perghhh BANYAK GILER!!! GUESS?? JIMMY CHOO??? CHANEL?? semua ada tapi tak ori lahh janji boleh guna hihi... di sana lahh bermulanya kisah aku.. dah shopping giler2 tu masa nak balik ni ada budak indon dtg dia ckp : akak, duit kak duit... hati aku remuk.. serba salah nak bagi ke tak.. last2 aku terus jalan langsung tak pandang pun muka budak tu.. dlm hati aku YA ALLAH bukannya aku tak nak bagi tapi aku takut nanti kena ragut lahh rompak ke.. mana lahh tau kann..malam tu aku fikir balik kenapa aku tak bagi budak tu duit sedangkan dia orang susah... kenapa aku boleh beli baju yg harga sampai seratus ribu rupiah tapi 1000 rupiah pun aku tak bagi dia... hmm malam tu aku keluar dgn kak yeen je pegi WTC MANGGA DUA. Mak dgn mak cik tak berapa sihat :O pukul 8 most of their shops dah tutup :O AWALNYAA!!! last2 ktorang mkn A&W je uwaaaa.. hahah OK what dpt makan gakk :D

DAY 3

sebelum tu pergi taman mini indonesia. hmm tempat dia best tapi kena balik awal so tak dpt nak mentelaah tempat tu lama2 :( uwaaaaaa sob2. here we come BANDUNG!!!! hihih sebenarnya bandung nampak lebih bertamadun drpd jakarta and im so seriously hahah betul!!! hihi ... di sini lahh cerita tentang kehidupan Indonesia bermula... MACET SKALI!! *jam hahah... kami dalam perjalanan ke tangkuban perahu. tiba2 saya perasan semua orang menjual benda yang sama sepanjang jalan :O mcm mana nak untung??? kalau nak ckp kehidupan mereka lebih susah daripada orang Malaysia.. IM SO SERIOUS!!

cuba bayangkan sepanjang jalan diorang jual benda ni

hmmm semakin hari aku semakin memikirkan hal ini.. benda mcm ni mereka jual ada ke orang nak beli? huh-__-  tiba dekat tangkuban perahu je. YA ALLAH cantik sungguh ciptaanMu.. belum masuk part saya kena tipu.. hmm saya beli 10 keychain dgn harga 150 000 :O hahah MAHAL GILER!!! dah tu mcm mana org tu ikut je mana2 aku pergi terpaksalah aku beli :O scary betul mamat tu...

selepas itu kami terus berangkat ke hotel malam tu kami makan agak western juga lahh hihihi...

SHEEDAAAAAAP!!!

tiba2 masa nak balik kami nak melintas jalan. orang kedai tu sanggup tahankan kereta semua.. baru saya perasan di sana mereka sangat menghormati customer. yup mmg lah negara kita maju tapi bila sampai bab jual beli ni kadang2 ramai jugak orang melayu yang tak reti ambil hati customer. tgk lahh mereka yang sgt menghargai customer.. TERLEBIH HARGAI.. semua tempat pun mcm tu tapi kami lupa nak bagi duit tips sorry ya pakk nak cepat masa tu.. mereka meneliti masalah.. hotel pun mcm tu jugak.. SAYA TABIK SPRING!!!!

DAY 4

kami pergi ke pasar baru (: pergi sana sini... beli barang itulah inilahh.. barang semua cantik2!! sekali sekala aa orang heret air penuh dalam satu troli. dia jual air. nanti dia ckp : bak air bak.. beli lahh bak. macam2 air ada. saya ckp : ngak apa2. saya ngak mahu. saya udah punya air. bak beli lah bak buat pecah telur.. *pecah telur = first customer. me : tak mau.. beberapa kali juga lahh org mcm tu yg lalu lalang. last skali ada satu budak tu lalu

penjual : bak air bak.. beli lahh bak

mak :tak nak

penjual : bak air bak.. beli lahh bak

my mum ended giving him some money without buying any water. that guy is around my age and im so certain about that.

penjual : *stares my mum for a while. he looks to the money and said ALHAMDULILLAH

then he comes to me and said the same thing.

me : tak mau

i said the same thing for a few times. then i look he went with a really sad face. A REALLY SAD ONE. im really dissapointed.

keadaan yang riuh rendah dalam kedai tu tukar senyap sepi je. i think it is because of me rejecting his barang jualan. and until now i felt so guilty. if i had the ability to turn back the time i would do so by buying any drinks from him.

dah habis berjual beli kami pun keluar lahh... kak yeen pulak sibuk membeli dkt dlm since kami dah nak balik terpaksalah kami tunggu di tepi tangga for kak yeen to come. dalam pada berdiri dkt tepi tangga tu ada satu budak ni younger then me comes. he sells key chain, fridge magnet and so on. there is a lot of people sell the same thing as him. 

he asked me 

guy : bak mau beli bak? ada mcm2 ni. 

me : enggak mau. saya udah beli tadi

guy : beli lagi

me : enggak papa saya enggak mau

* then i kept my mouth shut without answering his question. then he goes away. AGAIN I DISSAPOINT SOMEONE.

from far he stared at me. he smiles and show me the keychain. bak mau ya bak. ada gitar, slipar...

then i whispers something to my mum. i said that is cute. then he came towards me. 

guy : ni cantik2 bak. showing the keychains that attracted my eyes. 

he persuade me to buy something from him

guy : bak ni gitarnya bisa bunyi malam2

*i started laughing

he smiles 

guy : bak sliparnya ini bisa dipakai

i laughed again..

hahahahha

then i said : harganya brapa??

guy : 45 000

hmmm BINGO ITS A YES!!! saya mau campur2! 5 gitar 5 slipar. bisa?

guy : hmmm after thinking he said ok

yeah!!! 

cute right!!! hihih

then we were trapped in the traffic jam. i mean a human traffic jam. they saw me buying from him. they came towards me and offer the same thing and i reject everthing from them. then we take shelter at another stairs to avoid then suddenly a mat gitar came toward us. he sang a song. 

 saya tersentak semasa mendengar lagu ni.. 

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi

Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta.......

at first i laughed but at the hotel i translate what he tried to tell me..

mak cik bagi dia some money and he left us.

tiba2 ada dua orang budak dtg minta sedekah. dia ckp dia tak de duit. sekejap lagi bila mak bagi duit ada seorang lagi dtg minta. YA ALLAH INI RUPANYA YANG KAU INGIN TUNJUKKAN PADAKU..

that rings a bell to me

mengapa engkau pergi? - we avoid seeing him at first. 

di saat aku mula mencintaimu - he love us bcoz he needs the money

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku, - he wants us to see him. he wants us to tell him what song to sing. not him coming to us and sang any song.  he need the MONEY to LIVE LIFE

Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,- he love us when he got money from him..

YA ALLAH!!! Maafkan lah aku. Aku tak nampak Ya Allah. Aku buta! Engkau berikan banyak rezeki kepadaku tapi aku tidak pernah mengucapkan syukurku kepadaMu. people said tengok orang somalia hidup susah.. Now i saw it in front of my eyes. he needs the money he works for it. he beg so that we can give them money. they dont care if they need to do works but the thing is the money is HALAL. MASYA ALLAH!!! Maafkan aku kerana terlalu buta dgn nikmat yang telah kau kurniakan ini Ya Allah!

all of it make sense now.. 

we left to the mode house.. suddenly it rains. the a child bring an umbrella lend their umbrella to the mode house guests. he asked money after that. A SMALL KID!!!  YA ALLAH TERLALU BUTA DIRIKU INI KERANA TAK PERNAH MENGUCAPKAN TANDA SYUKURKU KEPADAMU!!! buat apa kalau blaja dpt 8A tapi tak pernah rasa syukur. SYUKUR yang tak pernah didalami ertinya??? YA ALLAH! terima kasih! terima kasih kerana engkau telah sedarkan aku dalam tidur yang nyenyak ini....

then off to shop at the jalan chempelas

there hujan lagi. mak cik suruh budak tu payungkan mak. i stared at him for some time..

YA ALLAH! tangannya menggeletar kesejukan! dia sejuk! tapi demi mencari rezeki dia sanggup kesejukan. mulutnya bergetar seolah-olah ingin berteriak kesejukan. tangannya menggeletar seolah-olah dia tidak lagi mampu menahan sejuk itu. bajunya basah kuyup. dia tetap tabah kan hati memayungkan ibuku. sku tak berdaya melihat dia. aku dalam senyap menyediakan duit untuk diberikan kepadanya walaupun aku tau mak cik akan bayar. setelah selesai tugasnya aku membayarnya. dia meminta 5000 lagi aku tidak hairan memberi 10000 kepadanya kerana itu hanyalah terlalu sedikit jika dibandingkan dengan apa yang dilaluinya. 

kejap lagi diuji lagi. bila kereta lalu telah menyebabkan lopak air dkt jalan terpercik dkt saya. mula mcm nak marah but i ended laughing :O kuasa Allah yang menyejukkan hati saya (: alhamdulillah.. *mcm drama lakk scene tu :O

went back pack bags

DAY 5 

back to jakarta take flight and HELLO MALAYSIA!!!! 

i really hope u readers could take some moral values from my experience. SEMOGA ALLAH MEMBUKA KAN MATAKU DAN HATIKU INI AMIN (: TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH kerana menghadiahkan ku percutian yang sangat bernilai ini...

hmmm masa balik tu imigresen dia buat masalah lagi!!!! ekhh kalau boleh gigit dah lama aku gigit pegawai dia tu :O kalau mata dia boleh dicucuk nak je aku cungkil hahahah XD just kidding heart attack je...blh pulak kad dlm passport tu hilang!!!! dia tny mana card tu org pun ckp lahh dlm passport.. dia ckp tak de. mana tak cuak :O  kalau hilang mcm mana nak balik ke tanag air yang tercinta ni... rupa2nya terjatuh atas meja dia lepas tu nak suruh prang cari takut2 jatuh dkt lantai.. nak buat mcm mana tugas dia.. bukannya salah dia pun..
me : saya udah letak situ pakk
him : enggak ada!!! cari lahh mana tau jatuh
ALHAMDULILLAH everything end well (:

JANGGEUM aaaa u make me crazy mamanim

ye mama.. kamsa hamida :P

i wanted to be loved by somebody like MIN. he gave everything to janggeum.. his life, career, love everything so that she would achieve her dreams ;)
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nano i blame u for this pictures hahah

ohh ahha

ishhh pegang duit sampai beratus ribu tapi still masih tak kaya UUUWWWWAAAAAAAAA :'( hahah ekhh malam tadi tgk cerita coklat & vanilla!!! OMG rindu giler school when i <3 to pick a fight with someone :DD

TODAY

haissshh i really miss most of my frenz :( UWWAAAAAAA X( i dont know why i just feel like crying today :((( i miss to talk to hanani, i miss gossipping with amy, a miss nano like crazy, i miss everyone!!!! YUP and them too... i really need a vacation :( today tat sdc kakak call me.. she said test hari khamis ni tak de.. so blh tak dtg hari jumaat sbb jpj offline... blh dtg hari jumaat tak?? i said  akak tak blh lahhh.. she asked me why and i said im going for vacation.. HMMM last year i went to langkawi with kak yeen n kak tasha <3 the first night we had a car accident :( so we didnt really enjoy the whole holiday.... this thursday im going to indonesia with my mum,mak cik and kak yeen... *credit to mak cik for arranging everything THANK U MAK CIK!! huh.. im just hoping that this holiday goes well.. im really tired.. IM EXHAUSTED, PLZ i really need a holiday.. i just want things run smoothly.. i really want to enjoy every second there.. plzz. YA RABB BANTU LAH KAMI JAUHKAN LAH KAMI DARIPADA SEGALA YANG TIDAK DIINGINI AMINN...

hari ini

hmmm  then my mum pergi daftar kann my name pergi haji.. YA ALLAH LAMBATNYA --->2043??? huh pray for the best coz behind of every events sure there is a reason (; 

IM in LOVE with Jorge, Alexa and Eliana Narvaez ~.~

THEY ARE JUST SOOO ADORABLE <3 AAAAWWW!!!

MR. HIM

well amy said : rosy kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana 

hahahah amy u know what i always feel happy when the 'somebody' texted me.. why?? he makes me laugh reading his words.. and i will definitely be excited when i see his message on my phone screen.. i wouldnt stay much longer and just snap it and read his message. and everytime i see him i'll go to him because i knew i will definitely end up with a broad smile from ears-to-ears??? hahah.. but the feeling is not a special feeling for the person i <3.. he is just a normal friend to me.. nothing special about him that make me fall for him.. SO i would like to say he is not for me.. there is someone better than me waiting for him outside there and im so sure that he love her from the bottom of his heart (= maybe you are not aware that i knew him since i was a small kid.. so yeah! me and him??? never meant to be together.. My Special Love Is Only For My Husband... *if i get married as i really had a TRAGIC experiece with the males so the experience asked me to just stay away from special relationship with guys..

CONCLUSION :  I WILL BE SINGLE AND ALWAYS AVAILABLE until marriage come into my life

so do not talk about special realtionship because im heartless in this topic i can hear but i cant give a good opinion..

*cm was a great guy ive ever met but im not meant for him NEVER

*i broke up with FT since he acted in the SGMEN advertisement hahah

-THE END-

my heart and backbone

when i started crying and i knew that i had nowhere to go and no one could hear my tears... deep inside my heart i knew someone is seeing me and hearing my problems.. the ONLY ONE who knows every single problem of mine. THE ONLY ONE who loves me when no one are there for me. THE ONE who kept me strong at all times. MY GOD ALLAH!! YA RABB, thank you for giving me ur nikmat! ALHAMDULILLAH! Im still far away from you plz show me the right path.. AMEEN!

the second one is my prophet. i <3 him and that is why i felt like without him im just a fish without air. YA RASULULLAH plz help me. i need your help and i am deeply need ur help im no naive in life. everyone would be shocked seeing the real me.. i really need ur guidance YA RASULULLAH...

the third one my mother!!! mak i <3 u!!! u always scold me while cooking.. u always scream @ me everytime i did wrong.. but when i say u r the one who gave birth to me, she is the one who teach me about life, she is the one who scold me everytime i did wrong so that i would not repeat the same mistake.. what should i say?? i can never pay her back.. i cant do it in any means..

the 4th one is my friends.. hanani a person that i can share every single details of my life.. hanani im sorry if i made u feel bored and annoyed because of my stories.thank you for giving me advice. thanks for everything..
next amy!! hahah amirah akhyar (: a person that i will contact to fill my time and laugh till the end.. a person who burn my spirits when i feel sad... hahah gaspard <3 kann amy?? LoL!
next -----> SARA!! a person i can trust and i can talk to.. ekhh sara i miss u lorhhh!!! i miss gossiping with you and marah2 boss until dia insane :P padan muka :DD baikkan i nii.. hihi muahhahahahhah
ama-nano-myra-ami-aidil they are the one who i'll go and tell everything when i feel sad and lose hope.. they will definitely cheer me up yowhh..

The 5th one is my cousin!!!! yeahh!!! una is like my best friend... kakak is like my sister.. and kak shuk is like grandmother ahahahhah.. dah lama tak jumpa kakaks2 ku ini.. i really miss them sooooooo much :DDD

well in my list there is no my guy friend as i not really close with them.. so i dont really share stories with them and usually they are my place to cheer me up!! so i shall not mention their names (=

MY SCHOOL LIFE :O

yeahh!!! school??? im no longer a school student :( honestly school taught me not only about education but friendship, leadership and so on. do i sound like a prefect? derrr i am! hahah..

i'll wake up @ 5.30 and go to school at 6.50a.m. wohooo. than i'll gonna check the bd whether it is lock or not as i work in there... yes i usually be the first to sit in front of the computer and start key-in data for the school record. well i just dont wanna explain more details about that.. than there is this junior sit beside me and we'll start gossipping and chit-chatting. Actually holding this post is the toughest throughout 5 years as a prefect. rr why??? there comes this teacher who always complain about my work although i did every single thing that i need to do.. Alhamdulillah i still made it till i step down. *thanks zahin & marissa for being by my side all the time. u know what i mean (;

i'll never be bored in bd either:DD hehe because

MR HEIKAL!!! hahah everytime im bored i'll go to his PA room
me : HEIKAAAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *with a happy face :DD weird isnt it
Heikal : *stares with a weird face JOM debate
me : OK! about???
heikal : protein
me : NO!!! tu kau lahh menang
heikal : hmmm OK! pasal bilik kita
me : YEAH!!! OK!
after 5 minuter debating
me : dah ahhh aku malas nak debate dgn kau.. merapu je
heikal : yes aku menang
me ; -____-'
besides heikal, my twins will definitely come into the bd.. n yeahh we always quarrel about little and small things haahhah...
and then i'll continue my journey to my <3 class!!! haahah
*first impression going into the class - ish mamat ni!!!!! aku hempok jugak karang!!!!! menyampahnyaaa!!!!  hahha who?? that guy sitting behind me lahhh sape lagii!! hahahha

adushhhh mamat ni!!!! suka suki cari pasal sama aku!!! hahahha. ada je helah kau kan arif.. kau salah pun aku jugak yang kena. one word for u boy KEJAM!!!!
owhh so if i feel uneasy or depressed i'll go to tado!!! the ustaz who'll make me feel better by laughing

pic^
tado : weyh syidah ni ke post model kau?
me : aku cuba nak tiru gaya kau :O
hahahha.. owhh yeahh!!! i never forget the girls

ama is always a place for me to say it all hahah. THANKS AMALINA WOO!!!! hihi
nano!!! hahah my twins who i <3 to bully.. but she always bully me even more-__-'
ami whom i can share my experience and stories especially malay story
izzati  a place where i can go manja2 with her hihi
vic and reanu : people that i can have fun with LOL~ and a place where i can ask questions since i was always scolded by my teacher -____-
alyaa i will always miss ur stories!!! u <3 gossip kann!!!! hihi i miss u jugakk!!!

i can never forget jonny and isaac!!! hahah.. i really miss the circle <3 i miss where i start the conversation and make two of them fight. jonny i can say that througout the year u make me suffer seeing u do add maths like playing basketball. but actually u make me feel that i need to work harder. and because of u i can never say im good in maths as i wanted to get a higher marks for ADD MATHS AND MOD MATHS.. well sometimes you really become my backbone.. thanks jonny for being a really great friend (=

owh yeahh man!!! i miss my life yowhh but still its all over. i cant return back to the past and correct each single wrong things that i did but what i need to do is just to go on with my life and say thank you to the past because teaching me a lot of thing.. guys i really love you guys!! thank you for making me crying for happiness.. i can never see the happiness in life if u guys are not there. well i knew that you guys seems to bully me but actually in returned you guys made me laugh.. and when i looked back i cant stop laughing seeing when arif and me keep quarrelling because of small and little things, when our class make fun of the teachers, when nano and ami makes jokes, when i called awoo!!!, when the teachers starts to scold me although i didnt do anything wrong. all those experience really make me who am i today..

MY FINAL CLASS PART!!! OWH YEAHH!!!!

5 JUJUR I <3 U GUYS!!!!!
hehe (: well 7 DECEMBER 2011 is such an awesome day for me :DD our class party was held @ adrina's condo. its just amazing. OK lets starts from the beginning.


I went to kastam fetch ami and nano. And here we come STERLING CONDO!!! as soon as we arrived there owhh *sighh we saw NIZAR!! hahahh then we went to the pool where the class party was held.. THEN
this is what happened...

both of this guys really make me happy when im sad. BUT the guy on my left  like to pick a fight with me :O

yeahh!!! BBQ people (:

i cant agree more ama he wants to see his face in every picture -__-'

hihi!! 

5 JUJUR ROCKZ!!!

my mom warn me not to swim so what i can do is just put me feet into the water :(

enjoy people!!! that pool is ours!!! for the time being :P

eheee my friend who willing to hear everything when i dont feel good

ehheee gadis lemah lembut :O

do we look like we are swimming or something???

SNAPPING PICTURES :DD jyeahh!!! hahah.. well i didnt swim but i still i can enjoy the moments with my classmates (: well i bought tshirt for the exchange present session and i got from izzati THANK YOU AWAKSS!!! i just love the present so much yoe!! hehe.. we had barbeque isaac brought marinated chicken with lemon. Intan brought lasagna, tado err spaghetti, ME??? MASHED POTATO!! hehe.. 

owh yeahh!! enjoy?? enjoy jugak but still we dont leave our prayer! ALHAMDULILLAH (: well i think thats my last jemaah prayer with my classmates. Kimy was the imam.. hehe i just couldnt forget the kain batik incident AND the SOLAT QADA incident. heheh @ 8.00++ i went back.. well i just couldnt forget how much fun i was in the party ;DD that was a really awesome one guys <3

if i could go anywhere for my vacation i would love to go to

MASJIDIL HARAM, MASJIDIL AQSA AND MASJIDIL NABAWI... WHY??

MASJIDIL HARAM

Muslims holds that the Mosque was first built by the angels before the creation of mankind, whenGod ordained a place of worship on Earth to reflect the house in heaven called al-Baytu l-Ma'mur (Arabic: البيت المعمور, "The Worship Place of Angels"). From time to time, the Mosque was damaged by a storm (flood) and was rebuilt anew. According to Islamic belief it was rebuilt by Ibrahim, with the help of his sonIsmail. They were ordered by God to build the mosque, and the Kaaba. The Black Stone (Hajar-ul-aswad)is situated on the lower side of the eastern corner of the Kaaba, believed to be the only remnant of the original structure made by Ibrahim. The Kaaba is the direction for all the Muslims to pray across the globe thus signifying unity among all. The Islamic teaching specifically mentions that nothing is miraculous about the Grand Mosque except for the oasis Zamzam which has purportedly never dried since it was revealed.

MASJIDIL NABAWI

often called theProphet's Mosque, is a mosque situated in the city of Medina. As the final resting place of the Islamic prophetMuhammad, it is considered the second holiest site in Islam by Muslims (the first being the Masjid al-Haram inMecca) and is one of the largest mosques in the world. The mosque is under the control of the Custodian of the Two Holy Mosques. It is the second mosque built in history.One of the most notable features of the site is the Green Dome over the center of the mosque, where the tomb of Muhammad is located. It is not exactly known when the green dome was constructed but manuscripts dating to the early 12th century describe the dome. It is known as the Dome of the Prophet or the Green Dome.^[1] Subsequent Islamic rulers greatly expanded and decorated it. Early Muslim leaders Abu Bakr and Umar are buried in an adjacent area in the mosque.The site was originally Muhammad's house; he settled there after his Hijra (emigration) to Medina, later building a mosque on the grounds. He himself shared in the heavy work of construction.
MASJIDIL AQSA
Al-Aqsa Mosque (Arabic:المسجد الاقصى al-Masjid al-Aqsa, IPA: [ʔælˈmæsʒɪd ælˈʔɑqsˤɑ] ( listen), "the Farthest Mosque,") also known as al-Aqsa, is the third holiest site in Sunni Islam and is located in the Old City of Jerusalem. The site on which the silver domed mosque sits, along with the Dome of the Rock, also referred to as al-Haram ash-Sharif or "Noble Sanctuary,"^[2] is the Temple Mount, the holiest site in Judaism, the place where the Temple is generally accepted to have stood. Muslims believe that Muhammadwas transported from the Sacred Mosque in Mecca to al-Aqsa during the Night Journey.Islamic tradition holds that Muhammad led prayers towards this site until the seventeenth month after the emigration, when God directed him to turn towards the Ka'aba.

YUP IM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE :DD

well, actually i knew him since i was small. He is a really great person, a good leader, a romantic husband, well u name it he complete all of those. Once i told my mum can i marry him?? just because i had said there will be NO ONE can melt my heart like he did. I REALLY ADMIRE HIM. he knew me although i didnt even knew him. he  LOVES me b4 i could even love him. At the end of his life, he even called for all of us UMMATI! UMMATI! UMMATI!. How can my heart be tough enough to say no from loving him. He went through all kind of challenges so that i can say that IM PROUD TO BE A MUSLIM! Even in the future he will help me to go to heaven. INSYALLAH. its just the matter that did i do enough to repay him. the answer will be I CAN NEVER PAY HIM BACK. he did A LOT for me. He did left me something b4 he died sunnah and Quran. I can never lost with this two guidance. YAA RABB, THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A GOOD AND GREAT LEADER. I REALLY WANT TO MEET HIM. YA RABB PLZ MAKE IT A REALITY. AMIN. law kana bynana... i would be very happy (:

well the answer for the question that i asked my mom.. IT IS A NO!! why not?? im not good enough for him. im so full of sin but he never did anthing wrong in life because he is PERFECT. yesterday the ustaz told me in his speech :
- Jangan berangan ingin menjadi isteri Rasulullah jikalau engkau tidak sehebat Siti Khadijah.
well im nothing compared to Siti Khadijah. Now realised who i am but i will never stop loving him. PEACE BE UPON YOU YA RASULULLAH SAW AND YOUR FAMILY...